Monday, January 7, 2013

Day 42: Possible Set-back

Day 42:

Well, here we are in the middle of winter, just after the holidays, and I am still only running 60 seconds at a time.  At my doctors appointment today, my doc expressed concerns about the slow progress.  If I am not able to run without pain in the next two weeks, then we might be looking at surgery.  Gotta tell ya, I'm a little nervous. 

When I first injured my ankle, I had a feeling that I had torn something.  Then my doctor said he didn't think that was the case and wanted to try PT first.  Here I am after weeks of PT and still not running well.  I can't help but wonder if maybe I really did tear something. 

Maybe...

Between getting the flu and the holidays, maybe my body just needs more time.  Or maybe I just need to work harder and do more.  Maybe I haven't pushed myself hard enough to run. 

Maybe...

At least my PT finally agreed to get me running on the treadmill during therapy.  Now I feel better about trying to run on my own.  Maybe this is really a turning point and not a setback.  I did say that this time we were going to fix my ankle permanently.

Maybe...

Life is certainly full of maybes.  So, instead of wondering and worrying, I will continue to work hard, follow the instructions of my PT and doctor, and get running. 

Running later...maybe
Lisa

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Day 36: Resolutions

Day 36:

Resolutions:  Have you made yours?  Was it to quit some bad habit?  To start a good habit?  Lose weight? 

Resolutions:  How long do you think it will last?  One week?  Two?  A month maybe?

I decided a long time ago to quit making resolutions because I couldn't keep them.  Then last year I got bullied (by my kids) to make one.  So, I did.  I resolved to be healthier in 2012.  This resolution was kept because I made smaller goals to go with it.  Goal: Join an exercise class.  Skip the fries a couple of times.  Drink more water.

For 2013, I resolve to be disciplined.  My goals include running regularly starting at three times a week (PT counts as a run for now), reading the Bible regularly, and making time for two hobbies that often get left out of my schedule. 

In 364 days, I hope to be able to say I kept my resolution for 2013 and even met some of my goals.  Stayed tuned and I will keep you posted as to how I'm doing.

New year, new start, new run.
Lisa